Friday, September 23, 2005
5:50 AM
ah anger management, thats wad i need.. been getting that from ppl around me.. its getting out of hand lately or previously i've got no idea and i seem to be throwing all out at any1 just to vent my fustration.. if its only so easy to hold back i would've done so and i seriously need some help about it.. had a major quarrel with my parents and i threw some stuff and broke the potrait in my house, and strangely it had the world "fu" for harmony..i dont know if its a bad omen or anything but i have not been talking to my parents after that.. its not that i feel good by venting out my fustration on others but i think all the faults all lies with me.. i guess its inevitable before i start losing friends 1 by 1.. "i will change i will promise." i dont think this is a phrase that i will use now as i know myself too well..i will just bite myself back but i guess i have to try and make way for changes or it will be too late.. hoping for ppl to be more understanding, no i will not. praying for myself to turn for the better? yes i will.
