hey to all my friends out there taking their O's results..all the best man!

hehehe...finally got my picture out from the digital cam and uploaded onto the comp. din really got much pictures cos no place to visit -.- oh well, i guess its better then nothing?



my family photo at tianmen square



me and my bro infront of forbidden city



slacking at hotel room..zzzz

Slipknot looks like they have mops on their head and they're swinging them wildly. lol.. i wonder if they ever get a headache for doing that or serious gidiness. oh well, enjoy that mv wait and bleed. i think it sounds pretty nice ;)

The visit to our secondary sch teacher's house was fun! we talked about our current lives and relive our younger days. Through the conversations then i realised that my teacher is teaching my brother? bah, should had brought him along. Big spread of food on the table and we cant finish. Reason? = kian hao told her we have 20 people coming! lol..not ur fault actually, many ppl backed out and the last moments. Speaking about this, i need to highlight a particular person. U have a tendency to be late and the cause of it is due to your sleep. I think u need to prioritise on the importance of your own issues. Your "no-shows" has also been getting to everyone and it doent reflect v well on yourself. Your friends are doing something for u, i think u should do something about it too. Anyway, I'm not doing any personal attacks against u, just wanna inform u about ur flaws. I hope u understand and dont hold it against me.

i m at a crossroad of choices. many decisions i gotta choose and make. i always need some1 to make decisions for me as i'm v undecisive,but at the same time i dont like ppl knowing too much about my plans. i just feel i think too much sometimes and keep lots to myself. i m a v v pessimistic person and always expect the worst out of a situation. everything i do seems to go wrong right now and i'm feeling so messed up. i realised that i have not been giving my 100% in everything i do, v half-hearted =\ i feel like giving up everything and go MIA. i needa do lots on self-reflection. argh.

LOL? 1 hour before the graduation project oral presentation i m blogging. Y? BECAUSE IT FUCKING SLIPT OFF MY MIND. i m so fucking ignorant that i can forget such a important matter.. THE WORST THING WAS NOT FORGETTING, IT WAS EVEN NOT DOING IT. Thanks stanley for reminding me the other day at swensens but i forgot about it again. i've let u down man and i feel so fucking pissed at myself. My responsibility and work, came all this way just to forget the oral presentation and fail the whole year. i cant even compare myself to a primary school kid who can remember his exams. i feel so fcking imature and the biggest joke of the day. i'm too ashamed of my mistake to face any1 and to tell my classmates i failed because i din attend the oral presentation. STUPID ME! fuk it.

the china trip was crap.. my parents were kinda dumb, fancy bringing us to a chinese country when its chinese new year??! shops were closed and big crowds everywhere.. practically nothing to do and we wandered on the streets looking at the chinese new yr celebrations like eg, lion dances. Visited the great wall of china as well as tian men square.. actually wanted to catch a glimpse of the dead body of mao zhi dong but my mom's superstition didnt allow me to do so. aint good to look at dead bodies on chinese new year, oh well. 6 day of boredom and damn, i'm glad to be back in singapore. heh, miss ya guys man. i will try post the pictures if i'm able to find it =p

this entry is delicated to the birthday kids of FEBRUARY..! ok..to eng chang especially, i'm sorry that i wont be able to celebrate with u on ur official birthday but i wish u an advance happy birthday! hope ya have fun on that day ya? to kim guan, sorry i messed up on the dates of your birthday, but hey! i tried making up to u for my ignorance =p kian hao and fang ting! happy birthday as well if u are reading this.. other then that, hope i din missed out on any1 else.. i'll be away for a couple of days and i would get some stuff for u guys k?

to that special some1 which i dun have to name, i know u will missss me lots! lol! ^^



beach boys =p


friendddssssss.


i managed to get a shot at it before some jackasses made a stampede over it..zzz

ok, i just shown e pictures taken from our trip to sentosa! enjoy!




OK! here's my new year's resolution :

1) I will get less cheeky ( since i'm on high demand to change it =( )

2) I will not sleep so much and try staying awake 24/7

3) Get more active with my friends! (which i doubt they would)

4) Finish up on my advance dip if i cant get into ngee ann ( most probally i might not )

5) Get a car license when i turn 18

6) LAST OF ALL! MY GREATEST DESIRE! GET LAID!!! ( u all dun keh siao boys, u know every1 wants that =p )

ok.. i guess thats my plan, pretty short and sweet. dun crucify me about my decisions please!


ok, i m just way bored. so i will just introduce the idiots that make up my friends. (name doent come in order of importance so dun come bitching to me if u r last, try that and i will wack the shit outta ya. u know i will.)

Rodney - The guy who laugh pretty much like me and looks like a butch (wadeva on how to spell it, idea was there). He sat with me during sec 4 and i guess thats when we started getting close. But this guy is hell of a loser. He alway get me into trouble before he does and always seems to get away with it. Remember that elbow huh? i will get back at u. i PROMISE. but it was hell of a fun being with u la.

Kok Beng- ahahahah..the way we met was hilarious. pinching ur cheeks and saying u damn cute..lmao oh man..but actually the start of our friendship began playing cs.. knifing each other was fun yea? he used to be v "ON!" 1 leh, but he seems to get lazier. i want more of the active kok beng la.. No u around abit sian leh, cos no1 like v enthu sia. so must bring out the dragon in u!~ (i want to see......2 DRAGONS!) ^^

Eng Chang - ok, i would say the most matured guy in our group. My personal protector as well! He always covering me up when the group is suan-ing me. Really thanks la, u stood up for me a couple of times and i really appreciate it. The neutral guy who always has the last say in decisions and well respected by all. But ur birthday coming la, so things change ya. dun blame us if we do something horrible =X

Eugene - the tall bastard who fell down while trying to hold the basketball rim and broke his elbow. dumb ass, if u cant hold it, dun try. has he's own catchphrase " dun want leh!" U know thats irritating and i hate it when u say that. i will kill u someday.

Kim Guan - hey penguin. i know u love showing off ur flabs but i think its time to do something about it. but thinking about it, u with hamtaro is pretty suitable. HAHAHAHA. One of e person i would confine in as i find him trustworthy. Theres something special about him though. He speaks v crudely but it makes sense. U used to speak too crudely and it made u some enemies, i think u should try sugar-coating ur words to some people. not all may like em.

Brandon Chen - i dunt know wad made u "love" me so much. u seem to have everything against me and u've the highest record for personal attack against me! anyway, i think u r changing la. u seemed much better then before. In ways of character and such, i compare with the past and i feel u've matured in a way. i'm burying the hatchet for all our grudges.

Calyn - oi AUNTIE! leh long leh long ah! zzz.. alright. it seems that u r into retail (put it in a nice way for u huh). Our dai bor of the group, who thinks that a trico of gunbound looks like a goat (wad e hell??!?) Fun-loving girl and definite SPASTIC. sometimes i wonder where r u from?

Huilin - ok bitch, i know u are my sister but that doent give u control over me. I dunno wads with her and she love abusing me.( u might be into SM..) argh. ok la. but i u treat me nice most of the time so i appreaciate u alittle la k? u r a stubborn-headed person, i feel that sometimes u cant accept other people's comment. Its just a comment so i hope u dun take it against me k?

Stanley - u've been mixing well with rod they all so i include u into this "circle of trust." lol. btw, u r my no.1 public enemy. U just cant resist suan-ing me cant u? Our infamous blue wand, who always gets e bullet when he misses. oh well, u know u r noob so just bear with it ya? my great pal at school whom we always have topics to talk about. Ur advices has been v helpful but it seems like some went wrong. haha. anyway, cheers to all my friends and we're into the year of 2005.

ok my dear classmates, i will write about u guys next time k? dun bitch at me, i will kill u all too.

edmund

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