Saturday, May 28, 2005
5:17 PM
friends =( another cliche again.. everything seems to be in a total mess for me right now.. It all started when some1 disconnected and caused the party to be dismissed. I had to stop him from esing to prevent getting ksed and no exp. I called him to explain and he got pissed and hung up. Few mins later, i received a msg saying i was selfish for doing that. I took the first step by apologising, i expect the 2nd to be followed up by u. Define selfishness - an act of one doing for himself and disregarding others. In fact, i actually partied our friends so that we could lvl together. Lets say, if i left u there to solo and the 3 of us were in another party, could i deem u as being selfish and taking all e exp urself? this is v subjective and i suggest u guys to rephrase ur words when accusing me of something. Another issue, u guys actually ganged up against me with rod when u all did not know wad happened? plz listen to both sides of the story and be unbias, i think u all are not doing justice to me by crucifying me when all is not known.Dating back to another incident, i cant believe u guys actually could make a joke out of me just because i wanted to leave the chalet. Try getting irritated and see how u will react, put urself in my shoes. So what if he's the person that likes fooling around, does it entitles him the rights to irritate as he please? that means if i am the victim of his social crap, i must put up with it? I hide my emotions infront of u guys because i don't know how u ppl would react. Keeping my mouth shut doent means everything is fine. Theres so much prejudice against me and i cant afford to blow my mouth off and add fuel to the burning fire.
A true friend walks in when the world walks out.
