Friday, February 18, 2005
2:32 AM
i m at a crossroad of choices. many decisions i gotta choose and make. i always need some1 to make decisions for me as i'm v undecisive,but at the same time i dont like ppl knowing too much about my plans. i just feel i think too much sometimes and keep lots to myself. i m a v v pessimistic person and always expect the worst out of a situation. everything i do seems to go wrong right now and i'm feeling so messed up. i realised that i have not been giving my 100% in everything i do, v half-hearted =\ i feel like giving up everything and go MIA. i needa do lots on self-reflection. argh.
